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09 July 2011 @ 10:20 pm
 I've lived my life with the mindset of being fearless. But is it appropriate?

I've been enlightened of a new fear. I'm afraid of the unknown.

I've always been so fearless. When did I become so fearful?

Why am I afraid to fly?

I've never loved so fearlessly in my life. But then why am I still so scared of the unknown?

It's one of those times I just don't understand myself.
I need to feel safe, loved and protected.
I just want to fly, knowing someone will be there to catch me if I stumble and fall.

Current Mood: scaredscared
11 March 2011 @ 02:52 am
 So it's been almost four years since my last post and so much has happened since then.

I'm still in college. In fact, I transferred from FIU to MDC and it's made a world of a difference. Too much happened over there and the best thing that ever happened to me was transferring out of there. Sure, I've had some bumps in the road since then, but a fresh start at MDC is what I needed at the time and it only prepared me for a bigger battle I fought later on.

My degree has changed. I decided to go into education. I work as a substitute teacher at Dade Christian and I am also a private tutor. Right now I'm enrolled in 16 credits of classes and getting straight A's. I will be graduating with my AA at the end of the summer and I am so excited about it!

Well, I've decided the journal is going back to being private again. I have no idea who reads this stuff or who is even active, but in any case, sayonara for now.

Current Mood: anxiousanxious
06 October 2004 @ 08:41 pm


You shaped my heart to make it love
And used your kisses to mold it into it’s shape
With just one kiss, you took what wasn’t yours
And within six months you ate my heart
You didn’t just eat it,
Instead you chewed the bits and pieces slowly.
You swallowed my heart whole and I couldn’t get it back.
I tried loving someone else, but I had no heart to love with
Cause you ate what wasn’t yours to eat.
The tables turned and soon I saw
You gave your heart to someone who ate it
So now you know the pain I suffered
And the time it took me to get over you.
You were kind enough to mold my heart anew
And give it back to me.
You’re getting on my good side and we’re best friends again.
But just know this,
You can have my heart to love as a friend.
I’ll let you hold it in your hand.
But please, don’t eat my heart again.

I drove on the expressway for the first time today... Awesome... He he he! It felt so good to go home and see my friends. What touched me most is how you all took me back in with open arms as if I were one of you and I had never left. It means a lot to know that there is something worth going home for.

This Friday is the homecoming football game and I can't wait to go. I'm dying to see those that I didn't get to see today.

Maybe next Wednesday a few of my sisters will come to youth group with me. It'll be a lot of fun especially since I always talk about everyone from home and FIU. I can't wait for Friday and the rest of the weekend.

It felt great to come home.


12 September 2004 @ 08:35 pm

I'm an official ΑΟπ sorority member. Woo hoo!!!


16 August 2004 @ 06:45 pm


Love you lots mama!